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TTTch5pg11: The Runaway by Zihilism TTTch5pg11: The Runaway :iconzihilism:Zihilism 18 6 TTTch5pg10: Miracle Body by Zihilism TTTch5pg10: Miracle Body :iconzihilism:Zihilism 23 9 Sagittarius by Zihilism Sagittarius :iconzihilism:Zihilism 11 21 Gift: A Motherly Marland by Zihilism Gift: A Motherly Marland :iconzihilism:Zihilism 13 14 A Jellyfish Contract by Zihilism A Jellyfish Contract :iconzihilism:Zihilism 11 18 Dragon's Hoard by Zihilism Dragon's Hoard :iconzihilism:Zihilism 8 16 Holding Innocence by Zihilism Holding Innocence :iconzihilism:Zihilism 36 37 TTTch5pg09: Into the Breech by Zihilism TTTch5pg09: Into the Breech :iconzihilism:Zihilism 31 45 Maiesta: Arachnae Gravimancer by Zihilism Maiesta: Arachnae Gravimancer :iconzihilism:Zihilism 25 33 TTTch5pg08: Prophecy by Zihilism TTTch5pg08: Prophecy :iconzihilism:Zihilism 15 22 Wayfaring Stranger by Zihilism Wayfaring Stranger :iconzihilism:Zihilism 13 25 Spring Fawn by Zihilism Spring Fawn :iconzihilism:Zihilism 40 23 TTT ch5pg07: Last Stand by Zihilism TTT ch5pg07: Last Stand :iconzihilism:Zihilism 23 25 TTT ch5pg06: Live Again Another Day by Zihilism TTT ch5pg06: Live Again Another Day :iconzihilism:Zihilism 22 29 TTT ch5pg05: Defiance by Zihilism TTT ch5pg05: Defiance :iconzihilism:Zihilism 24 34 TTT ch5pg04: Les Enfant Terrible by Zihilism TTT ch5pg04: Les Enfant Terrible :iconzihilism:Zihilism 27 40

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Lighthouse by Zihilism

I'm still alive. Just to let you know.

Mostly on Discord nowadays:-

Let me know if you need the link.

PM me if you just feel like chattin'.


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I like to refer myself as a wandering idiot, who loves to write and draw, and is still looking for the meaning of life. Always thirsting for some form of muse, and invests a passion for discovering new things. Good listener, fair companion and comes only in one size and limited stock. Scrounger by Demeanor, Architect by Nature. Will always wonder what true potential really means.

I am a mix of many different personalities in one body. I could be insane, but I am artistic.

I am Zihilism. Welcome to my madness.


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( That was a long break. Probably something I needed.)

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...and I'm actually a Virgo.
Gift: A Motherly Marland
For :iconsadieam26:

Two years back, I always thought this OC deserved a little more highlight for her unique character. I guess it turns out she's also quite a wonderful person too. Figured that the best way to give a proper gift is to show an image of how Marland may look like as a mother, with my current skill sets.

...Then I got carried away with the details.

Kind and Warm thanks for SadieAM26 through the inspiration of our conversations and roleplays ^^

Marlands © SadieAM

Another day at work by SadieAM26 

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Fistron Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Hi, man. Long time no sse.:la::D
TheBongGolem Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you kindly for the watch!
Static-Life Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
WARNING! Carry on reading! Or you will die, even if you only looked at the word warning! Once there was a little girl called Clarissa, she was ten-years-old and she lived in a mental hospital, because she killed her mom and her dad. She got so bad she went to kill all the staff in the hospital so the -government decided that best idea was to get rid of her so they set up a special room to kill her, as humane as possible but it went wrong the machine they were using went wrong. And she sat there in agony for hours until she died. Now every week on the day of her death she returns to the person that reads this letter, on a monday night at 12:00a.m. She creeps into your room and kills you slowly, by cutting you and watching you bleed to death. Now send this to ten other people on this one site, and she will haunt someone else who doesn't.

This isn't fake. apparently, if u copy and paste this to ten comments in the next ten minutes u will have the best day of ur life tomorrow. u will either get kissed or asked out, if u break this chain u will see a little dead girl in your room tonight. in 53 mins someone will say i love you or I'm sorry
Example 1: Jenny didn’t believe this and deleted it without even reading. the whole thing! A few days. later on the monday night, she was woken up by loud footsteps. and heavy breathing, there was. Clarissa standing there with a huge knife
Zihilism Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Clarissa sounds like the kind of girl I'm willing to date.

Does she like Sitting on my couch while I draw her like one of my french girls?
Static-Life Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I guess.
ombili Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2016
Thank you for your watch! They are unique and gorgeous.
I like it so so much!
MuchBirth Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2016  Professional Writer
Hey, thank you so much for the follow, it means the world to me! Hopefully I can keep what you're looking for coming, and you continue to enjoy! Also, I like your work, it's... unsettling, but enjoyable, if that makes any sense. :3
Zihilism Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you very much for noticing my watch. Yes, I like to keep track of people of similar interest, and I hope to see progressive growth of your skill. I keep an open door for anyone who's thrilled at my work, so feel free to drop by if you have any queries. : )
MuchBirth Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2016  Professional Writer
I'll be sure to remember that. ;) And yea, I try to reply to every watch I get. I really am greatful for every watch and like, so I make sure to try to express it.
JollyJeff Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2016  Student General Artist
I fear and admire your work at the same time...  ...but why should I fear?
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